Friday, September 24, 2010

Today

Well I thought I had given this up for a bit but I guess that I am back to writing some of my thoughts.

I dont know what makes me want to do this to be honest. I don't really like sharing my feelings with people but I guess I should open up a bit. Today is a bit of a rough day and i dont know why. Not in a sad depressing way, but its just a bit harder. My sleeping schedule has been a bit wacky and i think that I am out of my routine. And I know what everyone is saying to themselves "wait until the kid comes if you want to talk about the lack of sleep", and I agree. I cant wait until the kid comes. I think its a girl, but that is just my guess.

Amanda is going to Texas this week and I have the place to myself. I think I am going to make a lot of seafood dishes that Amanda won't eat and just catch up. I think after this weekend I can get back to being myself.

Anyway - I think I feel better after that. I am going to see my friend David who I grew up with tomorrow and I think it will be nice. He is a good person and his wife is having a baby soon too. I think a good dose of an old friend is what probably better than any medicine or vitamin I can take.

I hope everyone is doing well -